Permissive will or prefect will

Ok..I just didn't listen to half the world. I decided to join NYJC. yupx. cheena sucky useless..Call it whatever you want, it is still better than what I would be getting. One thing so true bout what Ian said was it is up to yourself. Who cares bout the school. However, people in srjc can really make me puke. They don't even know why they are there for. That is the worst mindset for anyone entering into a JC. Talks of how A levels can be a killer and so on makes j ones really scared. I mean what if I go to NYJC, canoe my heart out, and in the end do not get good results? What is the use of going into a jc then? So many things have crossed my mind these few weeks. So many things have happened and so many decision made. My '2 weeks' decision was overturned in 2 hours. How ironic one must say. Frankly I don't know what to say or how to react if they do not allow me to skip Sunday trainings. No matter what, I will put GOD FIRST. I don't care what circumstances they would be putting me thru or how lousy my studies are, I am going to serve god cos that's my one true purpose of living on this earth. I sort of know about the permissive will and the perfect will of god. In my heart, NYJC is the permissive will of god and SRJC is the perfect will but I am going to commit to the lord what I would be doing for the next one and a half years and he will bless me. I would never ever backslide because of my school. I have a stand and I will stand firm to my stand. No matter what people say, I'm running after you. From today onwards, I am going to be forward-looking and strive for the best in everything I do. Of cause not without God's help. I promise that I would excel on my studies, my guitar skills, canoeing and most importantly on serving god.

lord, today I make a stand on my life in NYJC. Sundays are going to be for you. I am also going to excel in both my studies and canoeing. Lord I pray you watch over me in everything that I do. Take away the spirit of laziness in me and change my mindset in doing things. Whatever things I do I will do it in you. God bless my ways O lord. Show me the perfect will in my life. Open my eyes so that I can see the bigger picture and not be too immature. Today I give my heart and life to you. you are the only one I believe, trust and love. Bless me O lord this day that I may be a testimony to everyone around me. I will be the salt amongst the light and may my actions glorify u in every way. Let not anything come against me but that of your mighty hands would protect and shield me from any deeds of the evil one. In Jesus name I pray.amen.